Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

♥ PROFILE

i am a very playful person..
but sometimes i will get very serious or suddenly will went very quiet..
but i am also kinda weird..
i will keep quiet when i am very tired or when i start thinking about the past..
i like to make a lot of frens but also easily pai seh..
very easily yi jian zhong qing so will get hurt easily too..
no matter who u are i will still fall for u..
if u are de (ONE).. but i know it's impossible for u to fall for me..

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Thursday, February 21, 2008
7:02 AM

on de 14 feb 08. i made choco with hazelnut, macardamel nut.. all this i made a day before only.. and went to purchase last mins after my work.. i arrange 2 in a small box. after finish doin de choco i go do de box decoration.. i write a love letter(1week before), fold 20plus star, a orange flower with light(1week before), 3 box of choco.. and 3pink rose.. i bring to school than i bring a few box of de choco and give my mates to try out.. but is melt look weird..they comment is okk... my 1st time do sia... hahaa... after finish amber i msg and tell her i wait for her at canteen. she told me she at training liao.. she like kn i gonna give her thing.. so after long decisious i going down at night. so i msg her say i goin down find her. ard 8plus i leave to clark quay. than i meet up robert cos that day is also liang jie birthday.. when i tel her she keep cal me come another day... alot of ppl ard and told me after work wanted straight go home... afte she came out all de ppl came out stay till 11plus sia.. than i last mins pass to her cos my train came.. so i pass liao jiu run off with joleen.. ahh than they all kn liao... than i only worry hk scare she pai seh.. i is okk de want to say jiu say... that is my last day she really talk to me.. after so long..

this few day i msg her also no reply, don kn wat happen.. sian... made me mood also down...
i really want to kn wat have happen..?? or is i just too annoying and irritating..?? have made U feel so stress... are U prefering to me..??

this few week i really busy.. everybody also say i busy... busy till i going fall sick.. but no matter how busy i am also cant compare to U..!! cant even send 1msg.. why am i treated this way..?

mon 18 went to Dover ITE help serve VIP for de cck ite opening ceremony... alot of food to eat sia.. after finsh alrdy 6plus.. so tired..

tue 19 i went down bishan take QQ2 walk and carry that machine back sia.. take train till je father came to fetch me.. after that go work..

wed run 3 place brought 3 set of clothes to change. go work till 2 than go back school for wsc training end at 4plus. rush down go ph Area 1 rally.. i first time go sia after work 3yr.. de place very diff to find sia.. than play games eat take prizes... sad sia i 1 also didnt get for de lucky draw.. but all also very cheap de.. hahaa.. de 1st prize is a hp all ppl waiting for my frens get... a very budget phone still in yellow and black colour background sia N1200... i think other prizes also better than that sia... we end at 11 plus than wanted to take train but no more.. than saw a ph raiders came to fetch my frens also he lobang me home... so glad sia... or else i take cab alredy $20plus...

thurs operation at amber today very messy sia.. i also cant stand it.. actually i do steward but change with xh.. work till 3plus finish... but release at 4plus... after class we go have prosperity pizza last day mah... not gd sia got no much discount...

okk.. end here... moody Emo freak me... misses monster alots....***

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, February 10, 2008
8:09 PM

after so long than really have time for blog..

this year cny ang bao income not much... sian cos didnt go those aunty hse bai nian... go they also cant give for 3yr...

before new year i made pineapple tart... not much but 1st batch not nice 2nd batch nicer... forget to bring to work for frens try.. than cny 1,2 day stay at ah ma hse.. 2nd night went to watch ah long pte ltd with aunty they all... alot of ppl sia... de show really very nice and funny..

3rd day went to yi hong hse.. 3 level bungolow but de room all very small his cousin very cute yi hao... than after that went to kl hse... play wii intendo.. 9plus went off take cab go sam hse, cas came along than i play manjong awhile without money... hehee... 11plus take mrt to ah ma hse..

on 4th day must go back work... wanted to take off but no allowed.. today monster call me at 12.47pm.. is a miss call ah than i 13.01 select to call her back but say not 3sentence i put down le.. stupid me for so rush...!!! hazii... jiu work half day at orchard than 4plus go pp.. not bad ah sold 2 at orchard.. hehee... than work at pp not alot of staff working... sian... 8plus went home..

TO monster: feel really happy when msg U during cny.. feel very down when no reply.. start missing U now and than every secs everymins every time... U so care for other yet do U kn there is this some1 care for U too.. i know u do anything don need to let ppl kn or explain.. but i just wan to kn and care for u...

actually i going to let U go but thing just seen not so good. so i will be back for U... hope i not yi xiang qing yuan again...

loving U caring U hope will be de 1 there for U 1day monster....

expressing the emptiness inside me..