Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

♥ PROFILE

i am a very playful person..
but sometimes i will get very serious or suddenly will went very quiet..
but i am also kinda weird..
i will keep quiet when i am very tired or when i start thinking about the past..
i like to make a lot of frens but also easily pai seh..
very easily yi jian zhong qing so will get hurt easily too..
no matter who u are i will still fall for u..
if u are de (ONE).. but i know it's impossible for u to fall for me..

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Thursday, December 27, 2007
7:30 PM

i actually plan a outting on 26dec(wed) go sentosa.. and i already send out de msg tell everybody 2week before... plan liao comfirm sentosa yet some ppl wan to change than bo bian change to eastcoast jiu some ppl cannot come tOO far or not feeling well...

ask 25 ppl waste 50 plus of my msg,, yet only less than 6 ppl comfirm going.. still need me call up them 1by1 to ask whether coming alnot.. hazii... fade up sia.. on de actuall day knew there is only 6 person coming so change again to window shopping... say is a class outting yet only 6 person turn up.. hazii.. so sad..
still let papa travel here and there... waste his car oil... pai seh to reena and cai ping that cancel...
really sorry ah... sian now realise that want to plan a class outing is not easy... and keep call some ppl that don like to go out with classmate to come out is impossible for them...
or is their frens didnt come they also don wan to come,, is difficult for them to join us...
so next time i wont plan a class outing again.. only frens that steady will call.. those ppl that reject alot of times can forget it wont call them again.... idiot elson wan more ppl go than U go big shot ah..!!! some more so gek poh.. hazii...

that day still got go out but went to town shopping till 6 plus go lot1 shop till9plus went home..

ahh 2007 is gonna finish left 4 more day to 2008... just look back really got alot of thing happen... happy or sad,, ppl come and go,, just alot of things happen.. just to accept it.. and look forward about it.. can say is a great year tOO...:) and have enter clementi ITE and ph... know alot of frens... see de world how ppl really are...

yox,, my birthday is comiing 5jan hope to celebrate with all my frens...:) hope can receive present tOO.... hahaa.... cos always is i give present de and by my bday arrive they all can just forget and ignore.. 18th.... wow old liao... see time reall fly...

kl today fly to korean.. so good can travel and take fei ji... hope 1 day i can travel to all this country..:)

okk... end here...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, December 16, 2007
7:52 AM

i cant control liao so decide to tell U my feeling toward U. keep thinking JM treat U so good even send U home.. made me feel so worst like hell.. hazii.. scare will lose U 1day..

U really de 1st person 1 i express my feeling to,,
like U iszt a wrong?? i still asking myself this question..!! express my feeling toward U. wanted to msg U, waiting for yr reply... da mang ren.. just so busy with yr things..!!

my feeling for U is true and real.. i really serious to u le..!! really must i get treated this way..?? i didnt do anythings wrong. is this i deserve..?? never mind becos i like U that why i dont mind.

i dont know am i really annoy U but i just want to contact U always..!!
i will always be there for U no matter wat..!!
a msg a day will made me happy enough le..!!

like U love U care U concern U be there for U.
i really LOvE U, would i get a chance..?? (u can take yr time think i wont force U)

i wont sad, i respect your every jue ding no matter who U chose i will be happy for U.. go for yr true love don avoid/wait le..:) dont think too long or else love wont wait de..!! just give de person U like 1 more chance.. okk.. dont regret for yr every move.. as U say just a laugh or smile jiu can pass time or forget le..:)

always be there for ppl..!! ah toot i WILL always be there for U no matter rain or shine..!! if U need me just let be know.. i will want to be de first give U my shoulder to rest on..:)


with miss and care..!!
taKEcaRE khk..

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Thursday, December 6, 2007
1:15 PM

when i know U have stead and really go with da. i start not to thinking of U.. but i cant,, after i known U and da not going well. made me more sad, wanted to be by yrside but i cant. cos i just a nobody to U.. when U go find da after da de work, how i wish that can be me.!! de 1 that waiting for me to finish work.. yet would it happen 1 day?? saw yr blog writing so sad made me feel more sad.. just couldn't see U drop yr tears again.. it hurt..

when starting to go nov.. msg U almost everyday.. by there than i realise that i have fall for U.. when going st john i control myself not to fall for U to deep.. but now i just cant stop myself to care for U.. or evening stop thinking of U.. yr name, laughter, yr look, every msg.. always made U appear in my mind..

i saying all this not sweettalk.. is my thought made U so sweet.. always so strong!! don need ppl entertain always so cheerfull.. hahaa... i know that U..:) but i still wish can be yr blanket,pillar, yr lover.. to be ther for U..

i sometime have de thought that scare will lose U 1day.. really scare.. that why i almost everyday must msg U.. just wan U to know there is always a person guiding U.. ((love U care U concern U be there for U entertain U))

i know U wont believe i had fall for U.. but this is de truth from my heart,, i really have fall for U. hope U wont avoid me after knew it.. i know (WO BU BEI) U.. but i will treasure U as long as i could.. wan to tell U ( i like U) just couldn't open my mouth to say out.. (kai bu liao kou)

i know i shouldn't fall for U,, SORRY (i like U)

end here..

expressing the emptiness inside me..