on friday li sze's birthday so she call me to come to her party at a club.. after long thinking than i decide to go. than went there don know other well so quiet sitting there drinking.. than saw some primary school frens.. but till half way through out i drank 4 shot of vodka and whiskey. and some mix of vodka with juice & redbull.. i drank till 70% drunk 30% are clear. than i went to stage dance awhile.. only i wear pant sia other all wear mini skirt.. play till 3am plus take cab home with frens.. 1 of de frens send me up to my flat.. spent up all my money sia.. i bring $30 plus finish..

um.. first time sia play and drink till like that, i know alot of new frens.. hahaa.. 14/9/07

making me forget U is very difficult, but i know U have find your happiness and i shall leave U alone.. but how can I forget U, let me have so much fun memory with U?? my heart still stab with de knife u pierce in. looking at U make me very sad and in pain.. seeing U not in school but wat can i do, not suppose to concern and care but i just cant do it, like U does.. say let go mean let go..?? i not so mean like U..

do U know how must i really put in and love U.. that all de thing U return me..

wat de hell have happen to ME..?? darn not love anymore..!! it very hurt..