Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

♥ PROFILE

i am a very playful person..
but sometimes i will get very serious or suddenly will went very quiet..
but i am also kinda weird..
i will keep quiet when i am very tired or when i start thinking about the past..
i like to make a lot of frens but also easily pai seh..
very easily yi jian zhong qing so will get hurt easily too..
no matter who u are i will still fall for u..
if u are de (ONE).. but i know it's impossible for u to fall for me..

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Tuesday, September 25, 2007
8:04 PM

on 19/7/07, we have our class photo. i call de whole call pls come on this day cos will be our only day can have a class pic with our PaPa (Mr Royston Ang). cos he will be leaving us on de 8 oct 07, during de holiday we unable to see him.. we cry for him again...!!

during de camp in st john (21-23sept 07) this time i have less frens accompany me yet i have alot of new frens.. just go there relax and play..

2nd day, bbq very sian.. those games also okk only.. got 3 games only 1 are interesting other 2 quite bored and waste time..
everytime cook for other yet myself so tired.. having performance for papa.. my group have dance,speech and skit.. other group have speech and skit.. we have total of 6 group and 6 performance all for papa.. at de 2nd show i cant ta han le start bust out my tears.. other slowly bust out too.. papa bust out too, that a very sad night.. even some other ppl bust out too yet some other don.. ah lian, ke li, jess, hk they all even bust out alothought papa didnt teach them before.. daddy also got sad.. i cry till very sad it my 1st time cry for a lecturer till like that.. hazzii.. after that our whole class go to de front and say something and hug him.. we all really bust out.. than papa say his last speech with all of us.. than we all sit at de front listen to him and we know will be de last time able to do it..

after that we went out of de place to cry.. after that we stop and other keep consellor us pour water for us.. than we take a pic of de fb are around..

after crying eye still red, but later awhile okk le.. than take pic with them keep play taking all kind of pose.. about 2 plus i very tired i fall asleep le..

cant stand M keep su ku still ok but keep repect those same thing.. diao.. cant ta han jiu go sleep le.. during this 3 day having ppl quarrel, fight and cry but we still care for each other.. still frenz..

3nd day pack up, go home.. lost 2 blanket so everybody pay $1 each.. so ex lor.. than we each person get $10 back.. than after that we reach back singapore.. we all go to marina square eat.. after that i and tiff and there walk walk around 3 plus we leave, than M came to look for her.. diao.. sian ah.. than i go my grandma place put my thing le go down og look for casper.. she replace me mah.. hahaa.. no sale..

at night i go home my father came to fetch us than i sit behind till i fall asleep.. i put a packge of fishball beside me than i think while turning fall out.. than no fishball for my bro le..

on monday.. i,kl,yt,cas went to sentosa tanne.. than de kl late sia.. we meet 9 she came at 10.. wat sia so tired.. actually thought don wan to come.. than i play with kl she not happy sia, than don play lor.. never mind, realy sun burn liao.. we play till 2pm jiu go bath than go eat.. about 4plus we all go home le.. than i fall asleep sia in train.. than they tell me i sleep on beside me de ppl shoulder sia.. pai seh ah.. diao.. 1st time sia.. so tired.. go home jiu sleep till next day afternoon.. 15hr sia..

today lantent festival went to amk play candles.. i went to buy alcohol for them sia.. than i travel all de way down by myself lor.. cos yt and cas went down first.. went to jp buy 8 botttles.. heavy sia.. go till ther so sian lor.. actually plan go west coast ton de but cos of kl meimei jiu go amk.. travel all de way down so sian.. still take cab home.. waste money.. hazzii.. okk.. end here..


papa loves ya... FB 2007

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Monday, September 17, 2007
2:03 AM

on friday li sze's birthday so she call me to come to her party at a club.. after long thinking than i decide to go. than went there don know other well so quiet sitting there drinking.. than saw some primary school frens.. but till half way through out i drank 4 shot of vodka and whiskey. and some mix of vodka with juice & redbull.. i drank till 70% drunk 30% are clear. than i went to stage dance awhile.. only i wear pant sia other all wear mini skirt.. play till 3am plus take cab home with frens.. 1 of de frens send me up to my flat.. spent up all my money sia.. i bring $30 plus finish..

um.. first time sia play and drink till like that, i know alot of new frens.. hahaa.. 14/9/07

making me forget U is very difficult, but i know U have find your happiness and i shall leave U alone.. but how can I forget U, let me have so much fun memory with U?? my heart still stab with de knife u pierce in. looking at U make me very sad and in pain.. seeing U not in school but wat can i do, not suppose to concern and care but i just cant do it, like U does.. say let go mean let go..?? i not so mean like U..

do U know how must i really put in and love U.. that all de thing U return me..

wat de hell have happen to ME..?? darn not love anymore..!! it very hurt..

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Monday, September 10, 2007
7:03 PM

everything just start so sudden.. friday 7/9/07, we start quarrel and U say clearly that U wont like me. i know but when say out from U directly and with de way attitude.. after i see it is hurt me alot and almost let me bust out.. but i control, but i know my heart is bleeding badly and is broken into million of pieces.. all becos is U.. no 1 can let me feel so hurt except U..

tell alot of ppl that U are change and making yourself not yourself.. but U say this is de way U like so i shall not care. sorry is i too nosey,care,concern U.. my fault for doing so much.. i will try to let go slowly..

today 10/9/07, after school we have meeting.. say out all de unhappiness.. so we say out everything and making everybody like not happy.. we did shout at each other.. i kanna hate by U le, nothing i can do.. if U really like wat U do now is your problem le.. i swear i will not bother anymore.. but i should admit i have cry for U today, and shall be de last cry for U..

sorry if i say those hurtfull words to U.. i apology..

wish U are happy and de best always to U..
thanks for giving me de happy and de fun last time, really treasure alot..

leaving in pain, sorrow, unforgetable U, unwilling to let go but U already say out than i have no choice. to be back off.. U let me fall for U and U let me hate U..

but saying truth i will unable to forget U de, cos shall be a secret always.....


no matter wat.. (QI SHI HAI AI NI) chou niu

expressing the emptiness inside me..