Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

♥ PROFILE

i am a very playful person..
but sometimes i will get very serious or suddenly will went very quiet..
but i am also kinda weird..
i will keep quiet when i am very tired or when i start thinking about the past..
i like to make a lot of frens but also easily pai seh..
very easily yi jian zhong qing so will get hurt easily too..
no matter who u are i will still fall for u..
if u are de (ONE).. but i know it's impossible for u to fall for me..

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Monday, March 26, 2007
12:22 PM

wow last min call me go de.. than i rush go take kl present than go home than take cab down to Lot 1 meet them.. i late abit.. but i got no money so borrow $50 from my brother.. than i pay de money ticket for them first.. got 7 person attend-jelly,tiff,michelle,jasmine,sis,joyce tiff fren plus me.. after that they return me.. so we faster queue up to buy pop corn and drink.. very rush ah.. we sit at center.. after finish jelly pick up a call say her aunt will go back school fetch her than she very scare so take cab down to school, michelle with her.. she today can come out cos she bluff her aunt she didnt go netball.. after they go jasmine and her sis also went off they going down to bugis meet frens.. so tiff call me go her fren house they got wat bbq i dont know them de so i just go lor.. later michelle join us.. very bored la but there very good got alot of swimming pool.. than we 8plus move on.. than i and michelle went to jp eat talk 11 like that go home..

i first time go out with jelly sia jiu like that.. cant be with her so sad.. but stilll got next time.. hahaa.. hope she can go for de chalet.. pray hard**

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expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, March 24, 2007
9:21 PM

today we have camping at st john island.. we meet very early meet 6.30am. but our time is 9.15am.. so before this day we very excited and buy alot of things bring there.. i bring de army bag and another hand bag.. than i bring 1 bottle of fnb grape for jelly.. actually i buy root beer but she want drink other so i buy again.. than some bring 2bag some bring 1 bag.. than very heavy.. de event actually like very bored cos we are divide into different group and alot of cleaning job to do.. ok la at last de game still interesting..

than at 1day night we all didnt eat cos 3 person sad are michelle,felicia,jelly went to drink beer than we also no mood to eat.. than later we cook maggie mee eat.. after jelly vomit out cos she drank 2 can of tiger beer.. than i take chk favour i ate half give her eat also pour grape for her to drink.. after that we went to boat there cos there very windy.. inside our bed there very warm and stuffy.. also alot of insects.. than i didnt sleep de whole day..

than morning i brew milo for them to drink.. 2nd day activity more interesting like dog and bone and rounder and teachers also got play.. almost all went down to beach.. than i pull jelly down, tiffany and kl they all... i carry till i fall but luckly nobody hurt.. than michelle piggyback jelly cos she dont dare to touch de sand but teacher wanted to push her so i carry her back to de shore.. than i also got piggyback jasmine and tiff that all.. kl dont want.. so i play myself.. than after finish we went back actually want to bath but alot ppl so i went to buy drink for them, actually is want to buy for jelly cos she like uncomfortable.. so tiff go with me we have a chat lor.. than she say she very vexed call me to buy beer so i buy 9 soft drink and 1beer.. than i brought back than we went to bath.. there buy drink quite cheap $1 a can soft drink..

2nd night jelly drunk 4can of beer than she really siao no strength to walk after go toilet.. somemore only i go up with her other all wait for her at below than she keep fall down and very stubborn keep want to go boat there so i wanted to bring her go but she too weak cant walk than senior all know so stop her and scold her.. but they very good they made drink for her to made her feel better lemon in warm water.. so she lie on bench but she keep moving so i sit beside her than she heard got teacher than she run than i scold her siao.. no strength still want to run but fall again.. so pull her back to sit down.. she want to vomit but cannot.. than she call for guy name they also dont care for her.. but she still keep moving than fall again.. other call me dont care her but i cant see she keep fall down i feel very pain.. but i see her like that very cute like small kid..than i whole night accompany her till she fall asleep.. i let her sleep on my leg, than i scare she feel too warm so fan for her for about 1hr like that, cos she sweating.

on de 3day we pack go back.. before leave must do cleaning. than she wake up her hand got wound i think is i too hard pull her than she got it de.. than we say her if kanna wat she also dont know.. cos our next class got alot of guy.. so very WORRY for her.. say her so many time also wont listen.. hazzii..

on our this trip 1 of our fren is a bung change to straight within this 3 day is really fast nobody believe but is truth.. de guy that jio her is my fren i also dont believe but is fate.. her gf really cant let go.. we really feel sad for her..but we also try to concern her.. hazzii.. this camp really not a good 1 alot of thing happen.. almost everybody went back with wound either on leg or hand..

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expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, March 16, 2007
10:25 PM

i think i had let WL go.. that why i had fall for ppl again.. same made me feel hurt.. my fren know that i fall for jelly than wanted to help me but no use.. now she keep avoiding me.. she really scare of me.. making me feel so hurt.. went i saw her cry i really heart pain.. cos she very silly cry for that stupid guy that hurt her.. hazzii than i left school very sad.. so i walk alone wanted to cry but control.. than i angry and sad so i beat de wall till my hand swollen=blue black.. i think i really fall for U.. but i know i just having 1 love.. but i know i will be your guardian angel always forever..

at last i have 5day didnt talk to her.. very difficult.. very pain.. so i decide to bluff her just say i is playing fool her.. but other know i is bluffing.. but that de only point.. or else i cant talk to her anymore.. now my heart still very pain.. but i dont want to stress her so i step back first.. let time go by.. exam coming also dont wish to stress each other..

how much i like U: willing to do anything for U, just U and only U.. (JELLY)


i think my
LOVE mean : Respect, Care, Concern, Loving, Trust...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, March 3, 2007
10:08 PM

3/3 sat working than after work went out with cynthia and her frens to eat and walk.. we went to lau ba sa eat than go see sea.. also went to play arcade play awhile.. than about 1plus went back.. she send me home..

than 9/3 friday went to have interview at Orchard Hotel.. this whole week cant sleep well cos prepare till quite late for this interview.. today 12 finish school than straight went to there wait quite long.. about 3plus finish.. so jasmine accompany to my grandma house than i put my bag and change jiu go kai lin house have dinner than 9plus went out with sirs he drove car.. so squeeze behind got 6person sited at each other leg.. so we went to see movie than talk at my grandma house playground there.. cos no where to go.. also went to have a spin.. than talk till 1 plus went home.. sir send 1 by 1 home.. than we say sir 1 person bring 7 girls out.. so we play call him father.. hehe.. i very long didnt get to go out with them le..

sat 10/3 working thought will be no sale cos my thing price when back to normal.. but sold 2.. than about 8.30pm went to eat with them.. actually dont want to go cos no money but they say they treat jiu go lor.. went to Geylang eat than philip bring me to see hong turn qu.. than 10plus go back home after bath jiu call cynthia chat till 12plus go sleep.. than she know i is a wat kind of person le.. but she want me to change but i would't de for time being.. than they all see i face black so came to talk to me.. now in oG got 3 person know about me.. than they treat me very good la treat me eat, lend me jacket, dote on me.. very good la:) hahaa..

monday came back school i wake up late.. than reach school about 8.45am.. luckly teacher dont know.. than today is run 2.4km but i didnt run cos different time.. so i help other.. than jelly stomach pain so she didnt run.. but she keep help other..

aiyo made me so worry for her.. than she today find out that i like her is truth.. actually she already know but thought is false.. so she keep avoiding me.. made me feel so hurt.. but i still got sms her la.. now like very pai seh went see her.. now whole class know i like her.. hazzii.. so difficult to like someone..

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expressing the emptiness inside me..