Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

♥ PROFILE

i am a very playful person..
but sometimes i will get very serious or suddenly will went very quiet..
but i am also kinda weird..
i will keep quiet when i am very tired or when i start thinking about the past..
i like to make a lot of frens but also easily pai seh..
very easily yi jian zhong qing so will get hurt easily too..
no matter who u are i will still fall for u..
if u are de (ONE).. but i know it's impossible for u to fall for me..

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Wednesday, February 28, 2007
12:20 AM

today finish school late than must go see boss so reach there about 4.45pm than talk till 5 plus.. than rush home 6plus reach home than must go down BB take yu sheng from kah mun than go down outram meet them.. i told choco de wrong time.. so she cant join us.. than i took bus to bb mrt station than take cab down cos i very late liao.. about 9plus reach.. than eat till 10 plus.. also very full la.. than went home after that..

thurs after school went to donate blood very scare and nervous than 3 person went up at last only i can donate cos their blood pressure too low or cant find de vain.. but actually i also cannot de but second time can but very troublesome ah.. must do alot of survey.. hazzii.. than the needle pock in very pain than ok liao.. quite fast la.. than about 12plus finish.. than went to kai lin parent shop eat noodles than go felicia house do project till 11plus go home..than take cab home.. very tired ah..

end here..~ and i kanna orchard hotel for STB.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Monday, February 19, 2007
8:38 PM

during CNY didnt go other people house celebrate cos cant.. so only get ang bao from close relative than very bored la nobody to go out with.. but during this 3day break feel like very waste than got contact cynthia.. she at malaysia ah but dont know why feel like talk to her.. so will sms to her for fews day.. than wed start school so sian.. thurs after school do project.. friday after school got CCA so stay back training for badminton than know 2person from CB.. so together play.. than my shoes spoilt so cant walk properly.. than play till 6plus went home.. but raining very big so wait for awhile than travel..

than at night went out with cynthia she back around 10 plus so she want to go watch movie with another 2 guy call me accompany so ok lor.. see midnight show 2am.. at orchard area than i miss my way cos i dont know how to go de..but i reach there late la.. about 11plus reach.. than call my fren for help finally know the way.. so we shop and sit and play around nearly 2 than go in.. but i brought 2 packet of biscuit they eat abit only than the rest i eat finish.. than she fall cold so i took out my shirt for her lor.. than de show finish about 3plus.. so we went to macdonald have drink than about morning go home.. but i is go my grandparent house stay.. than she send me home.. when i open de door my ah ma and aunt shock who will come at this time.. than i explain lor.. morning than sleep.. next day working..

sat work but very tired cos like no people de.. than quarrel with cynthia cos she say i didnt tell her anything de.. than very vexed ah.. also dont know i thinking wat..?? after work go walk alone jiu go home le.. hazii..

sun early go home cos got eat dinner and steamboat together so must early go ah ma place.. than ah yi call me buy for her ba gua so brought for her lor.. than eat till very full very happy la cos seldom can get together.. than 10plus go home.. than she call me i didnt pick she angry with me again.. siao liao..!! anything i see u le will tell u de..

end here..~

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, February 17, 2007
10:13 PM

thursday finish school 10plus actually want to go home early but they say doing project so i stay back.. than is go play pool 1st than do project.. than 5plus went home.. than brought 1 new year slipple..

friday also finish school early 12plus finish school.. today michelle leg pain cant walk properly so we help her.. suay ah must spray hair.. than went home start doing cleaning and do pineapple tart.. finish around 2 plus.. than go sleep cos tml got work...

today i early go work cos want to earn more.. than saw aunty Lee talk to her awhile.. than buy 1 belt.. than reach work 10.45am.. than like nobody de.. wish all de staff happy new year also de manager.. than went there keep chit-chating.. than 3plus went to eat.. those food quite expensive sia.. all raise price.. than today 5pm close.. i had ps philip cos i must help cynthia to carry her luggage to bus-stop cos i promise her.. so pai seh.. after i send her i go chinatown walk walk but there de shop all like same de.. i brought some food than saw Tracy and Joyce also came to shop.. but i only shop 30mins like that jiu go home liao.. cynthia will be back next week sia.. so bored..!!

wishing all haPPy chiNesE nEw yEar..:)

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Monday, February 12, 2007
7:09 PM

i heard that wl working at cwp cos jojo saw her.. than monday i and jojo meet went down to vivo 1st than go down cwp see her but i dont dare to face her.. than i walked alot of time than decide talk to her.. but she very like dont want to talk to me like that.. keep like avoid me or dont want to talk to me.. than i try to stop her but she more angry.. she can smile/nice to other but not me.. hazzii.. but i sited outside looking at her she look different.. than i sited for hour than leave to have dinner at MOS burger jojo fren treated me.. before i leave i wrote a note to her, i write my contact no. inside.. than we 9plus leave.. but she really very hard-hearted to me.. i waited for her 7months liao but she treated me this way.. :(..

hazzii,, today must spary my hair..!! than Valentine Day also is our first face test fold napkin.. need to know how to fold all kind 13types but we need to fold 7out of 13 in 15mins..than i de 1st to go out sia.. lucky i pick de all i know.. than during lunch my fren pull me together went out with them buy cake but i already buy food so while walking and eat.. waited for cab but like dont have.. than take bus go but took cab back.. than we in rush but teacher extend the break.. than i buy 1 cookies from our senior than i take it as give her de present.. than after school i went down to find her.. i went to buy a key chain-donald duck and a DIY box than i put all de things inside.. but i dont dare to pass to her so call a student beside me help me.. she really help me without second thought... i thanks her alot..

than i went down grandma place to wait for my mom cos we today going down to pp buy bbq steamboat and also buy bed sheet.. actually say dont have i want de that kind of steamboat liao but she found it is de last one.. hahaa.. than talk alot to there de staff.. than forget about my mom... hahaa.. than toyomi give me free de scoope and red packet.. than 9plus leave.. than jian ying help me to bring down.. than actually thought for taking bus 174 but dont know where.. so take very long some more walk to wrong place.. than also went to eat dessert.. than at last took 190 bus to cck than take mrt home..

end here~

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Wednesday, February 7, 2007
7:11 PM

today Wednesday-7/2/07 went out with pp de ren go eat.. we went to chomp chomp eat.. got 6 people went..than when i reach i went up to talk to those staff than late till kanna scold cos keep talking to us.. than they say cant let me go up liao cos will take very long de.. got joachim,shandy,jian ying, toyomi and her mother plus me.. sheau wei sick so didnt join us.. than we eat till $10 plus but not full la.. than 10plus leave.. we also took some photo.. it quick fun la.. but very sad that today is shandy de last working day cant work with her liao... hazzii..

today same working day.. but today is sat so i stay till 10pm than plan go out with cynthia to shop at chinatown cos dont want to so early go home.. so eat and shop till 12plus than another frens came to talk to her so i also sit there listen lor.. till 1plus no bus liao than she take cab send me home.. when eat with her she wont let me pay de.. but i still got pay some la.. very pai seh if she pay all..

chinese new year coming lor.. but not yet prepare... very excited.. hahaa..

haPPy chiNeSe yEaR ;)

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, February 3, 2007
12:43 AM

today 2 frens of my birthday.. 3 feb so send them a message.. than today go work still got play la.. every weekend comfirm will play de.. although 1 of de staff didnt come, cos she will play with me de.. today work till 10 suppose only work till 9 de but i stay than know other promoter.. than 10 plus went to have dessert with them.. just know them first time jiu go and eat with them.. hahaa.. than i sms cynthia say i very bored nobody play with me.. hahaa.. than go grandma house stay..

sunday wake up early cos must go shopping buy present for cynthia.. than grandma bought for me duck noodles.. than 10plus leave house.. than went to shopping but realise that so many shop not yet open.. than went to more than words but her a tigeer.. than off to work.. but my bag no space so call up chocolates to keep for me.. wait for her.. than play around like siao sia.. today cynthia came so play with her lor.. than she beat me sia.. till my arm red she want to see but dont let... she beat le like heart pain lei.. hahaa.. than first time talk so much to Tracy cos she everytime very cold de.. hahaa.. than 9 plus leave.. but still like so much things to say.. next week lor..

monday start school than while walking back to class room 1 guy drop water down.. than i scold vulgar than my fren went up scold him than i also scold him..

end here~

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Thursday, February 1, 2007
12:33 AM

today 10plus finish school early so went to play pool with my friends.. than we 4persons went to open table first.. than got kai lin, geraline, felicia , me go first.. other join us later.. than 2plus other came join us.. gera bf play with me 1 game than i lose.. than i play with other than bet who ever lose de game their stead will follow me.. cos i keep winning than thought playing somethings else.. than they actually is dont want to play de but last got play la.. than they hit every ball very scare, cos scare lose their partner.. but i play with them each 3 play still lose to me.. hazii.. dont want to play liao, all so scare, all cant concentrate even start to cry... how i know they cant take it.. next time wont play with them this game liao.. than some cry i sit 1 side quietly.. just want to see your partner how concern u but end up opposite.. some more is a game only sia.. how can your stead because i win than will fall for me..?? hahaa.. than we from 11 plus play till 4plus $30 like that.. than go home very quiet.. next day also not talk much.. but i feel lonely la.. than Tiffany came to accompany me.. than i help find kai lin de shop till siao ah.. look in last years de magazines more than 10 books.. see till dizzy...

than friday night.. when out with eliza and mag.. but my school frens also went there after school.. than accompany them awhile than go with eliza to but things.. than walk pass ph see there de staff very happy.. even there de boss also came to say hi to me.. only few week didnt see them but feel like few months.. haha.. than wait for mag so long.. so we wait at MacDonald for her.. after eating when to back door of ph.. than fazil and zi yu at there.. than anyhow say mag my lao po than other my girlfrens.. keep playing.. than i get to collect back $20 eliza take for me de.. hhaah.. also went to 7-eleven chat with Alex-de staff.. than stay till 12 plus than go home..

expressing the emptiness inside me..