Total Eclipse of the Heart;

~~Saturday, January 27, 2007~~

12:47 PM

today i meet michelle at jp 11.15am.. today got a weird feeling like once i travel to jp feel very sad.. cos maybe i left ph.. all my happy and say at there once before.. dont feel like stepping in.. than saw there de staff like stranger to me.. hazzii..

than buy thing jiu go meet yan ting at clementi... thought go have lunch at there.. but we went to send kai lin to school instead cos today got singing audition.. than i kanna go today de too, actually i wanted to go next week de but than since today free and less people jiu go lor.. but came with no prepare.. hazzii... than xiao hui too nervous so i change no. with her.. i went in first than she later.. but we both didnt in.. that from FnB de.. so sad.. but if really in i also cant made it de time.. cos i need to work.. it ok la.. i oweself learn.. hazzii..

than let jasmine travel up down.. so tired her.. than we about 1plus leave school.. than actually we say compare run than i 1st yan ting 2nd michelle last.. than other girl behind.. very tired sia.. we reach there about 2 plus.. than Felicia meet us later.. orchard kbox is 8+++ de.. than jasmine lost her card so must take normal price.. than in kbox i pick some old song than say me so old song u also know.. than i also pick jj lin de fast song than they praise me that very good.. hahaa.. than yan ting and michelle sing very less.. than alot of people run out than they say got star came.. but we didnt saw it.. think is fei lun hai.. than they keep repent de wo ke yi song.. is michelle and kai lin de favourite song bax..

today we got jasmine,kai lin, michelle, yan ting, Felicia and me together go out.. we first go kbox than go ps eat and play arcade.. till 9plus go lau ba sat eat again.. cos kl didnt eat much before that.. than we while walking very crazy and laugh alot.. than we also take few photo.. jasmine and michelle keep ding zui=keep saying each other.. they really funny ah.. than we eat finish jiu go take mrt home.. while crossing de road i sing very loud zui jing de song.. yan ting, michelle, me run for last train till my slipper drop off.. so run till so tired.. than felicial call up say kl not happy than heard that her pain start again.. huh than we so sorry.. than nothing liao.. but they take cab home.. lucky ah.. nice trip today.. hahaa have alot of fun today.. tomorrow must send lunch to kai lin..

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~~Wednesday, January 24, 2007~~

10:53 PM

today got spot check scare me to death ah.. luckily my hair didnt get caught.. hahaa.. but confirm other very not happy me de.. cos they get caught abit colour brown only but me didnt get caught.. hazzii.. than lesson start all very moody.. ok than start learn to fold napkin and learn to polish cutlery's and wine glasses.. than arrange table.. went break for 1hr than saw wei ling chat with her.. than today dont know got wat fair fot people sell things.. than i in school also sms Michelle chat with her.. look like everybody is so stress about relationship.. hazzii..

than 3plus teacher call us go out of classroom to learn to hold tray with left hand and on the tray got a 6kg de meter.. than we walk about got 200m around the block up and down.. than 4plus finish school.. than sirs announce that tomorrow dont need to come school thurs.. all our lesson postpone..

than after school i call up ph-bbc they call me go down see 3 manager again.. Diao.. than ok lor.. just want to work tomorrow so difficult.. than call me go down wait so long.. than tell me tomorrow enough staff.. than i 6plus leave.. tricked me.. than i chat with zheng An awhile.. than reach home just nice 7pm.. than i sms kai ling chat with her awhile.. she surprise me thought she wont reply me but she did take longer.. than in msn chat with Michelle know her past..

now i like is Michelle de counsellor cos start yesterday-tuesday went to play pool with them.. than i get her no. hahaa.. yesterday after school went to play pool than i taught kai ling and jasmine how to play.. they know abit liao.. not bad liao.. hahaa.. fun la.. than tomorrow got work in pp..

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~~Monday, January 22, 2007~~

6:30 PM

i not yet dye back my hair hope will not kanna caught.. cos i want to wait till chinese new year.. my classmate very easily get misunderstanding.. but they will get back to normal again.. last 2 week schooling keep ice breaking, break till we well know each other.. this week finally get to really study.. so feel like working than study... this feeling like my last time.. siao liao... this time round dont know will fall for who..??

hope my course not hard.. hahaa..

want to have a partner but is very stress... na jiu stay single hao le..
want to feel being loves but better love myself hao le..
want to be with U... but better U know it hao le...

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~~Sunday, January 21, 2007~~

11:59 PM

every day go back school so sian.. so not use to it.. haizz but it fun everyday cos my classmate kind of jokers.. hahaa.. so time fly fast.. on monday i bought my uniform for $138 for 2 set of blouse, skirts, 1 vest and bow tie.. than try wearing it so weird that my future uniform.. hahaa.. and buy book for $49.. heard that compare to all de course our Fnb is de most expansive..

than wednesday bought a wing opener for $3.60.. than friday meet the parent session must go back school in the evening.. than must wear half uniform.. than must wear socking.. i 1st time wear sia.. so weird.. even my parent didnt go i must go back.. BO liao..!! call us do wat arsher..but we like do open door for parent and say good evening.. than we stay for less than 2hr jiu go home very siao ah teacher.. than we 8plus leave..

than i waiting for weekend to come cos than i free to go work and see my friends in PP.. so miss them and want to jokes around.. cos i everytime go there very fun de.. so sat go work but like playing instead working.. hahaa.. cos every week come down twice only.. hahaa.. than we having promotion i on sat sold out 9 QQ2 than sun 6 QQ2.. very busy suddenly.. but also happy cos broke my record triple time.. than night go back 9plus but i go grandma house stay.. than sun first time keep talk to there de staff suddenly like very close.. than sun night 9plus got 1 last customer than other all left except me.. but lucky that customer got buy from me.. than she ask for delivery so i also dont know where but shandy bring me there.. than the staff also because of my guest she cannot leave so after finish i A.. her than thank her.. than sent my guest to de lift down.. so leave we shandy first time stay till all de staff leave and can together go back with her.. than in MRT saw PP staff than chat wit them.. after that we go separate way.. than reach home 10plus..

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~~Friday, January 12, 2007~~

11:52 PM

today report to school 9am cos today going to visit to 3 hotel.. than first i reach school i go pay school fees $150.. when in the morning i in school toilet tieing my hair saw wei ling than have chat.. than my hair clip broke.. shit my hair colour so obvious.. how can i go like that.. than borrow a hair band form my fren.. today have alot of fun although is raining.. than we 10 leave school we first go to STB and have talk from them and the GM of de hotel..

than we have lunch at STB they sponsor.. than we leave and go to orchard hotel visit than Conrad hotel than Le meridien visit till 6pm finish.. i like Conrad more cos like more comfort and think is a nice working place.. all the hotel near orchard.. than a lady that dont know me call me dear..?? is 1 of the staff there.. while visiting than our class those chinese girls very funny.. when ever they go will have jokes.. so i also have join in the laughter too.. but i and them still not close.. but they really funny and nice to chat with.. than we very lucky that can visit their kitchen and room..

than last we have our last break at Le meridien they sponsor us dessert and drink.. than it the same again we have alot of jokes and laughter again.. than 6plus go home.. but from orchard we take mrt from plaza sing.. than it raining.. so sad nobody share umbrella with me but lucky i got jacket.. hazzii.. than all go separate way home.. i about 7 plus reach home..

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~~Monday, January 8, 2007~~

7:21 PM

quite nervous.. i today early wake up go school meet wei ling at school hall.. than my father bring me there.. than 8.50 reach than saw her than together go register.. i dont need to quene up but she office must quene up.. she got 6 office class.. so much.. than saw Natashia and Afify.. they in office too.. afify same class with her but natashia different class.. than sit in the hall for the whole morning.. very sleepy.. after that got tour around school and ice-breaking in air-con class room.. our class room all are air-condition, except PE.. than our uniform is long sleeve and more ex.. after finish go recess meet wei ling at canteen have lunch.. than saw 1 girl very familiar but dont know who is she.. but she look at me i look at her.. than i think she is ph staff.. we got 45mins of break.. than finish procreed to hall got show for us.. but i very sleepy fall asleep.. than finish go back class talk and self-intro.. a fast 1 than 2pm went to take ez-link card photo.. than can go home liao.. than i meet up wei ling go mrt station.. cos i going je she going city hall.. than we go separate move on.. i need to go je to take my medical report.. than take bus home..

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~~Sunday, January 7, 2007~~

6:17 AM

today morning went to BBC work.. do BOH.. boss saw my hair but i just hack care.. than start work see the basin so messy.. hazii.. than afternoon start busy i do Aux and cut.. than another guy walk here there like he de boss like that dont need to work.. than walk in saw a girl staff she look at me i look at her, but dont know her.. than 3plus 1 chinese guy came in.. but we didnt talk till 5 plus like that than start talking.. i today work till 6pm than got enough staff about 5 staff.. than they all say very long didnt see me liao.. ask me where i go.. haha.. didnt tell them.. Ila transfer here for 2 week to train staff.. than take 1gb to eat..

at night 7plus i leave to meet jonchin, jian ying, sheau wei and auntie to have dinner at zhen fa.. than i wait for them at marina bay.. so that i dont need to travel up down.. i reach early than wait for them.. i bought 1 bottle of green tea.. than we reach about 8pm.. than start eating.. very fun ah.. all like kaisu keep taking and cooking.. but no more fresh prawn so sad.. haha.. than we eat satay and alot.. when they all stop i still eating.. we eat till 11plus than take photo jiu go home le.. i take different train than auntie take bus.. so reach home 12 plus.. our first time have bbq steamboat.. i only know them less than 2week.. already got trip..

tomorrow start school..!!
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~~Saturday, January 6, 2007~~

12:20 AM

today lucky didnt late.. but forget to bring extra money.. i only bring $10 than must give for deposit for the pass.. than i borrow money form jonchin $5.. so when to eat with them around 6plus.. than they went back than i have another 30 mins so went to walk.. so today talk alot with other alot.. and today no sale.. haizz..

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~~Friday, January 5, 2007~~

3:08 AM

HAPPY Birthday to Fivth..!!

today early wake up went to have medical check up for my course.. went to SATA than meet up Ivy cos she already at JE.. so ask her want to go with me.. so we meet up 11plus.. so actually dont know where is this place but just walk out of mrt station jiu saw it.. so went there dont know wat to do.. take about 1hour to finish all.. got x-ray and eye test.. first time take x-ray.. so weird.. than must pay $31.50 for the report..

today i plan to go kbox and go dinner cos today my birthday wanted my frens to celebrate with me.. so about 2pm eliza came and than zi yu so we sing till very happy.. than at de middie eliza went down to fetch zi yu up went they back i dont know wat happen.. cos those guy come in with a cake so i very shock.. and feel very happy.. than i call rebecca to come too.. she again malu me.. than we sing till 5plus leave.. so i paid for de bills total $40 plus.. than we decide to go jp swensen eat.. than finally mag arrive.. than rebecca leave early.. than zi yu also leave early cos she got work. but she late.. after she leave a staff bring ice-cream came than i say i didnt order than they start singing birthday song.. i got another surprise again..:) i really got shock.. than we eat till $90 plus.. i paid de bills.. than we went to shopping.. than kai xin came to find me.. so we went to shop but she went back to ph.. than shop at toy`R `s than when i talk at phone than mag and eliza lost.. than i find for them till very tired.. i walk in there 3 big around.. than when i saw them i feel surprise again.. cos they bought for me a big pink rabbit.. than i call them together go up see movie.. i get to call up 10person to go up see late night movie night at the museum.. got kai xin,zi yu,mag,Ben,joy,felicia.yin hui,Aaron,eliza and me.. than i faster go buy cracker at Watson cos other shop all close.. but quite ex.. than i spent $90plus on de movie tickets.. than we have alot of fun.. cos seldom can get so many frens together see movie de..

i today really feel very happy and it my first time 17years get surprise 3times.. and my father brought me chocolate.. than we went home liao..

at night i quarrel with tommy cos jeremy bian way.. he want to know who spilt rumous than i tell him but i know he blame me.. than i quarrel with tommy and i shout at him but he just walk off than other look at me.. when i walk in ph he call me get out than i quarrel with him again.. he not happy i also not happy so we shout at each other.. than i slamp 1 of de chair on de floor with all my strength.. he pick up de chair want to beat me but he put down.. than we fight more worse till other pull us back.. than of cos sze will stand at his side la.. than i look at de chair is broke.. haha.. dont care..!! than i see they keep talking to kai xin thought they all going to sabo me again.. dont care too..

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~~Wednesday, January 3, 2007~~

1:56 AM

today early wake up meet up wei ling at BB mrt station.. cos she doing some business so i follow her.. so we went there early.. i got few month didnt see her liao.. so have alot of fun la.. than we went to 4 places waste alot of train fares.. than we early reach so wait than finally all done jiu go north point shop and have our lunch there.. after that we went to bishan cos i must meet my friend and take salary.. so we take le go bank than shop for a awhile with jessica and wei ling.. than we all leave separate way cos wei ling must go meet her mom than i leave with jessica..

so i reach BBC ph 3pm actually start work at 12 but i late.. than Felicia and joy came and eat and find me.. so i lent them $15 and a coupon.. and i give them 6pc drumlets.. but their frens made a complain that de food very bad.. so give them a discount.. then i work till closing.. than i saw faiza long time didnt see him but he working here.. he very take care people de.. cos 1 staff didnt come.. than ok la not very busy..

than i decide to take 187 bus but i lost my way.. de bus send me to woodland than i faster get down and take train back to JE.. than i call up home but they dont care me.. just call me take cab home.. hazzii.. cos i must across the road than will reach jp.. than i reach je take cab home... so i take cab home $8.. so blur..!!

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~~Tuesday, January 2, 2007~~

10:12 PM

today also feel like taking bus go work.. but waited for more than 20mins de bus not here yet so must left last 10 mins rush go take MRT.. than late 15 mins again.. than today more fun.. cos i like after today than few day later will work again.. than i today than start talking to there de staff.. i know them la but didnt talk de recently than start talking..

today keep talking to de girl she talk very funny.. last few day didnt saw her cos she fall sick 3 day MC.. cos she ate de chocolates.. today at night went to eat with other than we keep talking.. than they finally decide who can take de left over chocolates but actually de sick girl want to take but cannot.. so i went to buy drink than wash de cup so i bring back de chocolates but she abit angry la.. than i feel very pai seh lor cos some more alot of people see me doing.. than they 9pm went off but i must stay cos i late.. than i went to talk to her cos she at de end there doing packing stock.. than when we say about paid hers like lowest and she also de most busy de.. we easy money.. than she like after heard us say feel very sad.. than i realise that they stay BP there.. than i 9 plus leave.. so i change back my pass.. than today not bad either than i sold 1 QQ1..

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~~Monday, January 1, 2007~~

10:04 PM

today i late for work 10mins cos i thought take bus but waited very long.. than i left 10mins so rush to take MRT.. my mom lie to me.. so today sold out 3 QQ2 and it double commission.. earn dao happy.. than they call me can go home liao.. cos i already earn someone full day pay.. hahha... really feel very nice.. first time sell 3 at a day.. than went to talk around again.. haha.. i must stay back cos i late.. after work i try take bus go home..

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