Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

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i am a very playful person..
but sometimes i will get very serious or suddenly will went very quiet..
but i am also kinda weird..
i will keep quiet when i am very tired or when i start thinking about the past..
i like to make a lot of frens but also easily pai seh..
very easily yi jian zhong qing so will get hurt easily too..
no matter who u are i will still fall for u..
if u are de (ONE).. but i know it's impossible for u to fall for me..

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Monday, December 18, 2006
2:15 AM

today i went to take result around 2pm.. i meet natashia and Nur.. natashia change alot her face like bloated cos she under medical treatment.. than we head to school.. i saw other hair still got colour still can come in school if i know i dont spray black.. waste my time.. it ok.. so i went to pay my school fees $45.. so that i can take my result.. after that than went up to hall.. after 2.15 like that than our classmate guys all than came in.. everytime like that came in group.. hahah.. so after listen to principle talk for de last time.. heard that our NA students got 23 retain and 11 go ITE.. after that we take our result.. some of us must go office take.. so we went to take our result very happy for my overall.. hahhah.. at least all pass didnt expect that good even my math pass too.. really happy even my frens happy for me too.. thanks.. after that i went to central have my lunch.. so about 5plus went home..

at night i went to ph find poy cos he say help me check my pay.. so i went there 9plus.. after he check i leave the office so i went to walk around ph this really my last time can tour in and out of ph really have my last look.. so after my tour i cry again.. other say hi to me so i reply and leave.. i cry really heart pain.. to leave this place and leave the staff here.. when i stand outside they look at me, Felicia came to talk to me.. she see me cry she also cry.. only she say not bear to see me leave.. i really touch..

i do so much things for u all that how u all treat me back..?? sabo me, leave me, betrayed me.. cos of..?? i know i very stupid thought if treating u all good will gain something good but i wrong all now is fake, opposite, not truth.. why..?? am i so good to bluff..??? did i do anything wrong..?? why must u all treat me like that..?? now who is truth who is fake?? now is wat all against me?? cos just listen to some rumours than jiu like that made me feel like dying.. i really dont want to think anymore.. making me look at ph or staffs again made me heartache..

but i hope u all dont judge by 1 side story is very unfair to me.. its ok.. but i know i cant forget u all de.. so take care too...

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