Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

♥ PROFILE

i am a very playful person..
but sometimes i will get very serious or suddenly will went very quiet..
but i am also kinda weird..
i will keep quiet when i am very tired or when i start thinking about the past..
i like to make a lot of frens but also easily pai seh..
very easily yi jian zhong qing so will get hurt easily too..
no matter who u are i will still fall for u..
if u are de (ONE).. but i know it's impossible for u to fall for me..

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Saturday, December 16, 2006
3:26 AM

today went out with joy and Felicia for their self group bbq at condo.. course i had already promise them i will go.. so meet 1pm but mag late.. went we reach and meet their frens.. 1 of their member very friendly keep talking to us.. but we also travel quite far and take bus 2 time.. about 3pm we reach the condo.. look very old than we say where look like condo..?? but really it is maybe is old and last time build de.. so we went to a room and start our activity self-intro and play games.. i very quiet cos i dont like to join all this kind of event.. i also very pai seh..
we play 3 games most of the games need running.. and i accidentally step till 1 bag.. we play till 6pm we sing x'mas song.. joy and felicia went to swim.. so i and mag sited down and chat with their members.. after that we went to bbq.. thank for de invite for de bbq.. i and mag stay till 7plus than leave and meet pei Li at jp.. cos she actually meet shan so call us accompany.. we 8.30pm reach but we take cab.. so all came, shan later than us.. so we decide to eat at ph.. than very busy cos no one like free to talk to us.. half way through poy call me go in office.. is to tell me i go bbc next week cannot come back to jpph anymore.. so i leave de office sadly.. when i sited down i start to tear came out.. i born in jp stay in jp so long, now call me to leave.. i so use to jp staff and enviroment now call me to leave..

actually i can come back but SOMEONE SABO ME.. I NOT SURE IS WHO BUT I KNOW IS MY FRIEND.. WHEN I KNOW IT I VERY STUNNED HOW CAN SHE SABO ME..?? I TREAT U AS FRIEND U BASTARD ME.. I VERY DISAPPOINTED AND SAD.. U TREAT ME AS A IDIOT.. WHEN I TAKE MY FORM AND FORCE TO GO BBC THAT I NOT EVEN CAN CHOOSE.. NOW U HAPPY?? SEE I LEAVE.. POY U MADE ME LIKE THAT I WILL MADE U REGRET IT..

after we eat we went to arcade.. i call gera and eliza came down.. so we play till 11plus.. zyzy went up with us too..

quite alot of people know my story liao.. why i kanna suspend or leave jp cos of my attitude but they all say i where got attitude.. i only toward manager attitude not good.. that my reason to leave.. hahah.. i told zyzy and some of my frens my story.. they also not happy.. "tommy,sze,Iris" i very disappointed in u all.. that all i can say..

thanks mag & pei Li for console me just now.. those truly are my frens from jpph staff please take good care of yourself cos working i cant help u all le, i already done my job as I.C. for de past few months when u all came in.. now try to stand by yourself.. and remember wat i say.. anything keep contact.. take care;)

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