Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

♥ PROFILE

i am a very playful person..
but sometimes i will get very serious or suddenly will went very quiet..
but i am also kinda weird..
i will keep quiet when i am very tired or when i start thinking about the past..
i like to make a lot of frens but also easily pai seh..
very easily yi jian zhong qing so will get hurt easily too..
no matter who u are i will still fall for u..
if u are de (ONE).. but i know it's impossible for u to fall for me..

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Sunday, December 31, 2006
11:53 PM

today not working so went out with grandma to see uncle new house than went out with aunt to pray.. about 1pm plus finish jiu go shopping.. i and aunt go shopping at plaza.. we went to buy food and dairy product at fairprise.. than buy alot sia.. so take cab home.. aunt treat me eat and drinks.. than at evening go plaza with my mom.. meet her up than wait for another aunt come down.. so shop for awhile.. about 9 plus went back.. so i sms 30 people sia.. 30 new years forward message.. so much, this month think will over shot again.. but it ok la.. once a time..

HaPPy New yeArs...:) 2007

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Saturday, December 30, 2006
9:46 PM

today also went to work at pp.. today wake up whole body very pain cos maybe not use to it.. than i sold 2 today.. 1 each QQ1 & QQ2.. not bad liao.. hahaa.. nowaday will go down eat with chocolates... 9plus go home..

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Friday, December 29, 2006
9:41 PM

today went to pp work.. than must pack my bag cos i will go my grandma house stay up to 4days.. so i bring a big bag go.. than saw there de staff jiu talk.. but no sale..

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Wednesday, December 27, 2006
9:04 PM

today wake up early because i need to go clememti ITE interview.. but i dont know how to go but my fren tell me de way.. just take a bus 99 jiu will reach.. so when i reach very nervous waited more than 30mins.. finally my turn than they ask me question.. like use word to descried myself why i will choice this course, alot sia.. than de fees is about $300 plus.. than i about 10plus leave..

so i went to meet Ivy up st JE.. so we together travel around.. is she keep accompany.. so we went to clememtic ph and BBc ph and je.. so went there talk for a while.. but when clememti talk quite long.. cos got de old staff there.. there also quite big.. so feel like going there cos feel more comfort.. after talk and view finish jiu went downstairs have lunch.. than go BBc write roster jiu go west mall walk till 6pm go home..

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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
1:51 AM

today not working.. so went out.. my father bring me to take my I.C. after 1 year finally do liao.. so i waited for him very long.. finally he came but he lost his another helmet, so he went to find.. so i must wait again.. about 2 plus he came back with another helmet.. so we on our way to there.. so i take very fast.. jiu move on.. than my father want to eat laksa but no cash so went to find machine find so long.. so finally found and when to eat.. than sarah contact me say want to borrow $10 so i thought want to lent her but she like keep saying that she at here or there.. i also dont know where is she so at last didnt lent her.. so went to grandma house.. bring food home, also on de way pass food to aunty..

that all for today..!!~

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Monday, December 25, 2006
12:21 PM

today went to work alone.. so wake up 9am plus.. than went to jp have my breakfast.. nowaday feel very lonely.. feel like calling someone also like nobody.. haizz.. than eat for about 15mins than went to take MRT train to chinatown.. i reach about 11.15am.. still very early.. so i went to walk.. than i went to taka jewellery buy a zhen zhu ear stud for my mom, a diamond pendent and a white chain and a ring for me.. cost me 2hundred plus.. take it as my own birthday for the coming years.. 17 years old.. wonder who will celebrate for me this year..?? so hope that can celebrate with alot of people of cos is de ph people and my frens.. but they all like very busy, cos by than they all school reopen liao.. haizz.. hope will be a positive 1..

so i meet Ryan and take shirt from him but i late cos i went to buy things.. today i late 5mins for work.. than i faster start work and at afternoon i get to sell out 1 QQ2 to a very friendly taiwan lady.. so i finally sold 1.. and it my first 1.. hahaa.. very happy.. nowaday very small things i jiu very happy liao.. than i continue work hard keep saying till i very bored.. so walk here walk there talk to other.. than i about 6.30pm went to eat.. so took 1hour break.. than came back 7plus.. the time there very easy past.. so i 9plus finish work.. than went off with xiao wei~sell chocolates de.. but i took train she take car.. so we separate walk than i took train..

very tired feel like go grandma house but also promise ph~them i will go down.. before i go ph i went to bossini have a look but i saw Sarah long time didnt talk to her.. surprise that she working there.. so we have a chat.. she also became very pretty liao.. so i sited outside, i went there feel very happy cos can see them and just feel really happy can get to see them again.. they all will came to me and say Hi.. very touch.. they still treat me as their sister although i already no longer work with them.. we still frens.. no matter wat.. so we talk till 12 than took bus home.. recently i got those person no. that i dont know but i realise that 1 of them is K.J.. so now i have is no... haha.. ok..

i know i do something bad.. it my fault to teach u this but.. and i already kanna my punishment.. and u also get a letter.. so i dont wish to angry with u liao.. over jiu over.. just let it Go..!!

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Sunday, December 24, 2006
2:32 AM

today wake up in the morning, 9am plus.. so meet up jessica at cck at 10.30am, but i early reach i 10 jiu come le.. cos my father fetch me.. so i have my breakfast.. duck rice.. haha.. so we took 190 bus to chinatown.. than we 11.35 reach.. so we went to walk.. till nearly 12 than we went to work.. there also like alot of rule.. today my first day training, also work.. than jess get to sell 1 out.. so she get to earn the commission.. double leh.. alot of people came to walk but nobody want to buy.. than i know there people so we chat.. beside me is sell chocolates, another side sell house appli.. so we 3plus went to lunch.. for 30mins.. after we eat we went back to work.. very bored.. so i went to eat chocolates with mash-mallow.. haha.. cos it free and nice..!! than at night i about 8.30 stop work.. so went to to scan card.. and took back $10 deposit.. i went to buy 1 packet of chocolates from her.. actually at there working cannot buy de.. than the person told me buy up to $20 can get a pearl so i take a chocolates cracker few bucks.. so expensive.. than i went to get the pearl.. and i want to give it to my mom cos she say live so long dont even have a zhen zhu.. but i haven tell her yet.. so after that went back with jessica.. but today is Christmas eve dont feel like so early go back so stay and walk for awhile..

than i call up felicia than meet up her.. we meet at outram park.. surprise also saw Ben and joy.. so together go back.. we talk alot.. haha.. they very nice and open.. so they reach je so they drop off.. so i and felicia keep chatting.. so i decide to go back jpph have a look than surprise all got work.. haha.. very nice to see them again.. feel very GOOD..!! than peiLi cry when see me than i thought wat happen..?? she say very long didnt see me, than i feel very "touch"~ really.. than shida also say xin ni also say very miss me.. so i went to back door see her.. haha.. she also feel very happy after seeing me.. so we chat.. got about 3,4 people say miss me.. so i feel really happy and touch.. than 11 plus felicia went home first.. so i stay a long while till 12plus go home.. i chat with them and fold a bit of boxes.. than went 12plus "MERRY CHRISTMAS".. i didnt celebrate de but this year like feel very high when x'mas coming..than heard that they plan to overnight.. got 4,5 of them.. so when going home kaixin hug me and shake hand with them jiu take cab home with xin ni, zyzy..

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Friday, December 22, 2006
12:28 AM

today i wake up 12plus than play computer till 2 plus went to downstair have lunch with my mother.. than my father fetch me to work but i late 5mins again..

so i do BOH again.. than i dont know Derrek got come down.. when i send order to counter than he say what am i doing here.. so he walk in talk to me.. than i keep myself busy but he call me to talk to him.. so other do my order first.. they see i talk to him all feel very weird.. than he say, he and wl got nothing.. if i really got anything wrong can call him or tell him.. call me dont quit.. he thought actually i and poy thing is a small issue dont know that i will really transfer.. he say want to put me in coming year champ challenge but not comfirm.. he say wl last contact him was about 6week ago.. haizz.. than he say can call him out have chat or wat.. he say call me dont scared him, he wont eat people up.. he a boss that why must say alots of things.. he say if truth is truth.. he dont need to lie cos gain nothing.. he say anything call him.. we chat about 15mins than he went off..

ok.. than i went to do my order.. i do Aux with another guy than 10 plus get ready closing.. so must same help out other.. work till 12 plus than 1 guy name Apish he de senior so he keep calling us do things.. but 12 plus i want to catch my last train but just went off.. so i went back to tell them so they pass me $20 to take cab.. i take cab only $8.. i bring back 1pizza and a party box.. so 12plus reach home..

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Thursday, December 21, 2006
1:16 AM

today wake up 1plus jiu go downstairs have lunch than went to work.. i late 5mins.. than manager call me do BOH.. very bored.. than ah gong got came down but i keep hiding.. cos i dont want to see him.. than i know the working staff there, they not bad but easily tired.. than i just know the chinese guy there name zhan An.. than we keep talking.. haha.. finally reach 10plus than start doing closing.. i do Aux, very fast finish liao.. but must help other so about 11plus finish than i take 2 pizza home.. and run for my last train.. 12 plus reach home..

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Wednesday, December 20, 2006
7:06 AM

today i meeting 1 guy name Ryan at junction 8 at 10am.. but i late 30mins.. he is a manager, my friend recommend him to me cos he is finding worker.. so i thought want to work as a promoter.. when i reach he didnt angry.. hahaa.. so we only talk for about 20mins than he leave.. he quick young 25 years old.. heard from my frens.. after he leave i still siting inside MacDonald for awhile.. cos i dont know where to go..

today actually got outing to escape.. today suppose call 10 person go out but all say got something on.. i dont know is truth or fake.. some say work or not free.. but this event is 1 week before already tell them liao.. very angry lor.. all last mins say cannot go.. haizz.. than i today alone came back from bishan take so long till i fall asleep in the train.. dont know where to go so go home.. than Ryu call me up he say he fall asleep till 12plus.. so never mind la already cancel liao.. so chat with him over the phone.. for about 30mins.. than reach home go back to sleep again.. so i wake up around 4pm.. at night went to downstairs walk course got basa malam.. walk for awhile only cos like nothing to shop.. than saw natashia with her sister..

than heard that kai xin going to quit after next week.. haizz.. because her health not good.. she leaving le will be very sad and boring de.. but i very happy that she say will remember me in her mind forever.. very touch.. she will not be forgotten or replace too.. kai xin must take care and remember our promise.~ :)

end here..`~ everyone take care..:)

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Tuesday, December 19, 2006
2:28 AM

today whole day raining.. today i about 1pm plus wake up.. than went to have lunch.. so about 3plus my father bring me to work.. actually the manager dont know about me today report work.. today report to BBC at 4pm.. i actually work foh but at night go BOh.. than i suppose do wash today.. but the duty manager just call me help out boh.. 1st day working.. there not bad but end work very late especially boh.. course of the delivery, end at 11pm.. there very small and no sale.. dine in only 3 table at a time.. very bored.. so i went home home around 12plus.. than i bring 2 pizza home..

than i send about 8 person call them to go out tomorrow but all last mins say work or something on.. i dont know truth alnot.. i really tired liao.. i dont know is they bluff me or they really is got something on.. tomorrow think i will be very bored.. cos no one is free.. now everybody like very busy.. i also feel like very lonely.. that all for today..

no matter how mean am i.. i still hope u all take care..

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Monday, December 18, 2006
2:15 AM

today i went to take result around 2pm.. i meet natashia and Nur.. natashia change alot her face like bloated cos she under medical treatment.. than we head to school.. i saw other hair still got colour still can come in school if i know i dont spray black.. waste my time.. it ok.. so i went to pay my school fees $45.. so that i can take my result.. after that than went up to hall.. after 2.15 like that than our classmate guys all than came in.. everytime like that came in group.. hahah.. so after listen to principle talk for de last time.. heard that our NA students got 23 retain and 11 go ITE.. after that we take our result.. some of us must go office take.. so we went to take our result very happy for my overall.. hahhah.. at least all pass didnt expect that good even my math pass too.. really happy even my frens happy for me too.. thanks.. after that i went to central have my lunch.. so about 5plus went home..

at night i went to ph find poy cos he say help me check my pay.. so i went there 9plus.. after he check i leave the office so i went to walk around ph this really my last time can tour in and out of ph really have my last look.. so after my tour i cry again.. other say hi to me so i reply and leave.. i cry really heart pain.. to leave this place and leave the staff here.. when i stand outside they look at me, Felicia came to talk to me.. she see me cry she also cry.. only she say not bear to see me leave.. i really touch..

i do so much things for u all that how u all treat me back..?? sabo me, leave me, betrayed me.. cos of..?? i know i very stupid thought if treating u all good will gain something good but i wrong all now is fake, opposite, not truth.. why..?? am i so good to bluff..??? did i do anything wrong..?? why must u all treat me like that..?? now who is truth who is fake?? now is wat all against me?? cos just listen to some rumours than jiu like that made me feel like dying.. i really dont want to think anymore.. making me look at ph or staffs again made me heartache..

but i hope u all dont judge by 1 side story is very unfair to me.. its ok.. but i know i cant forget u all de.. so take care too...

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Sunday, December 17, 2006
12:19 AM

today i sleep till 2pm plus than wake up.. than see tv till 6plus went to downstairs walk.. i saw my primary school friend Lay choo, she came back from malaysia.. for holiday.. the last time i saw her was 4 years ago.. she now study in malaysia and stay at johor.. so we chat quite long.. she not really change alot.. so she few more day will go back to johor le.. contact soon..:)

today feel very bored and weak.. suddenly feel like nobody can sms.. very lonely.. so at night i send my last message to 10 person.. that i very dote de staff.. to take care and be careful.. dont know want to say wat..?? leave jpph feel very sad :(..

i dye my hair midnight blue and long after will change colour to purple.. about 3week ago.. i dont know iszt i dye my hair my attitude change so much.. cos 2 time liao.. after i dye my hair i will like become more hot temper and ah lian..

tomorrow take result liao.. very nervous.. and scare.. but i know i already did my best.. so fast 3 month holiday going to finish liao.. haizz..

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Saturday, December 16, 2006
3:26 AM

today went out with joy and Felicia for their self group bbq at condo.. course i had already promise them i will go.. so meet 1pm but mag late.. went we reach and meet their frens.. 1 of their member very friendly keep talking to us.. but we also travel quite far and take bus 2 time.. about 3pm we reach the condo.. look very old than we say where look like condo..?? but really it is maybe is old and last time build de.. so we went to a room and start our activity self-intro and play games.. i very quiet cos i dont like to join all this kind of event.. i also very pai seh..
we play 3 games most of the games need running.. and i accidentally step till 1 bag.. we play till 6pm we sing x'mas song.. joy and felicia went to swim.. so i and mag sited down and chat with their members.. after that we went to bbq.. thank for de invite for de bbq.. i and mag stay till 7plus than leave and meet pei Li at jp.. cos she actually meet shan so call us accompany.. we 8.30pm reach but we take cab.. so all came, shan later than us.. so we decide to eat at ph.. than very busy cos no one like free to talk to us.. half way through poy call me go in office.. is to tell me i go bbc next week cannot come back to jpph anymore.. so i leave de office sadly.. when i sited down i start to tear came out.. i born in jp stay in jp so long, now call me to leave.. i so use to jp staff and enviroment now call me to leave..

actually i can come back but SOMEONE SABO ME.. I NOT SURE IS WHO BUT I KNOW IS MY FRIEND.. WHEN I KNOW IT I VERY STUNNED HOW CAN SHE SABO ME..?? I TREAT U AS FRIEND U BASTARD ME.. I VERY DISAPPOINTED AND SAD.. U TREAT ME AS A IDIOT.. WHEN I TAKE MY FORM AND FORCE TO GO BBC THAT I NOT EVEN CAN CHOOSE.. NOW U HAPPY?? SEE I LEAVE.. POY U MADE ME LIKE THAT I WILL MADE U REGRET IT..

after we eat we went to arcade.. i call gera and eliza came down.. so we play till 11plus.. zyzy went up with us too..

quite alot of people know my story liao.. why i kanna suspend or leave jp cos of my attitude but they all say i where got attitude.. i only toward manager attitude not good.. that my reason to leave.. hahah.. i told zyzy and some of my frens my story.. they also not happy.. "tommy,sze,Iris" i very disappointed in u all.. that all i can say..

thanks mag & pei Li for console me just now.. those truly are my frens from jpph staff please take good care of yourself cos working i cant help u all le, i already done my job as I.C. for de past few months when u all came in.. now try to stand by yourself.. and remember wat i say.. anything keep contact.. take care;)

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Friday, December 15, 2006
3:00 AM

today when out with Iris, zi yu, Ryu, eliza and 1 fren of Ryu.. so total got 6 person went out today.. i and Iris went out early wanted to go bpp.. but i late.. so we reach bpp about 1pm.. than we shop.. i went there actually is to find someone 'quek quek'.. but didnt saw it.. so we shop for awhile than than went to lot 1 meet de rest.. we reach about 2.30pm but our sakae sushi buffet start at 3pm.. so we went to play arcade awhile.. than we saw 1 girl dance the para para very funny.. so they take down video.. so we went for our lunch.. have udon noodle, and sushi.. but de eel fish not tasty like de last time.. so sad.. we eat till very full.. 6 person only pay for 100plus.. quite worth de la.. Ryu fren pay first. so we return him in cash.. than we decide to go btp ph check out how are they and their new EDI restrutant.. but Ryu didnt went with us.. so we left 4 girls.. iris decide not to go work.. so i find explaination for her.. but she and derrick quarrel again.. i know is not good too. hahah.. finally we find there so difficult to find.. so we reach finally so we went in to find them, they very busy cos they need to unpack and get ready for tomorrow opening.. but we still get to talk.. hahah.. we only get to work 3, 4 times.. when they attach to jpph.. but we like very close.. so we sit there about 30mins jiu leave le.. so when we leave like will miss each other.. hahha.. when we walk out want to across de road so many cars.. eliza and iris dash cross but i and zi yu still at de back.. cos we scare.. hahah.. but last still manage to cross before 174 bus came.. so we reach jp jiu decide to go play arcade.. but we went to eat again.. at chinese restrutant.. so we leave about 9plus.. than we realise that they dont take NETs so we when to withdraw.. cost 60 plus.. iris pay de.. after that we went to play arcade again.. we play DDR and para para.. last basketball.. 10plus went to ph.. iris also go home le.. we stay till 12plus.. than go home.. take cab again.. going to broke liao.. no income but keep going out.. haizz.. but as long everybody happy jiu can liao.. tomorrow joy and felicial invite me to their frens bbq at condo..

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Thursday, December 14, 2006
3:58 AM

today also nothing to do.. actually want to go escape but cant find anyone to go with me.. so sad.. this week off so must play.. hahhah.. left 2 more week, school jiu reopen le, so must play hard.. 2 frens going overseas le so will be bored.. today sleep till 4pm plus than wake up.. so see tv till 8pm plus.. so after bath jiu go down find Iris at jp.. actually she cannot off but after that jiu off le.. we than went to shop and play for awhile.. than heard that kai xin & pei Li kanna irritate by customer.. than i quite angry.. but i also cant do anything.. if i work i comfirm will help them.. i today saw alot of staff work i very happy.. cos few day didnt get to see them le.. very MISS them.. only Iris say very miss me.. didnt heard from other.. but as long they still take me as friend i very happy le.. i got talk to all de staff but dont know why i very seldom talk to yin hui..?? she my "lao po" but we like stranger.. haizz.. just now finish closing keep calling kai xin to go out tomorrow than ryu keen down to beg her go.. but is playing.. today saw manager only talk to redzuan.. than night ask them want to go out alnot.. but nobody comfirm.. than tommy friend give us free 2 packet popcorn.. than 11plus we went to sze block sit.. got Tommy, zi yu, Aaron and Ryu.. sit till 1plus jiu go home le.. take cab Aaron paid.. hahha.. should i stay or leave in ph??

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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
6:30 PM

not working for this whole week.. so bored.. so tired.. for no reason.. how are u all? very miss u all but cant do anything. call everyone to stay scare i ownself will go.. very care for u all dont know why? did i fall for u all..?? hahah.. but truth maybe i really fall for some of them.. that why i so dote on u all.. today stay at home nobody are free to go out with me so bored.. now no income but keep going out.. sian money money... not much.. i like to buy things for other but not for me.. very stingy for myself.. do anyone know how to appreciate it..? very easily yi jian zhong qian.. but also 1 love.. use to like u but who u like and treasure most..?? very hurtful when u didnt talk to me.. so please dont do that to me.. boring day.. nothing to do just playing com and see tv.. 2day pass..

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Monday, December 11, 2006
2:30 AM

today 11/12/06- today is de worst day.. i lost my voice and wake up late for work.. than i faster prepare by 30mins reach work.. so 11.30am reach.. thought i work as cashier but li sze change with me.. so i do I.C. than not much to do.. cos got VIP so must be guai and neat..than i smile at them only.. boss call me to extend work so i extend till 8pm by right. than noon heard that 3 person lost their money altogether about $50.. i very angry when i heard it.. than i thought calling those that working morning.. but manager piss me off so i put down.. but i throw de phone than i walk out than manager shout who throw than i ignore. but they call my name so i turn back. than de poy say i show de fucking attitude again out i go.. so i walk off.. than linda came in call me to go backdoor to talk with them.. so 3 manager already sited at outside waiting for me. than i sited quietly listen to them. i dont know wat to say but they keep piss me off so i will show attitude.. i nothing wrong with redzuan but linda is attitude, poy is just dont like him.. i and poy are shouting outside he start shouting and his vulgar all out.. they say do alot of things for me is just de past 3hrs.. didnt i do alot of things for u all?? he call me to leave jpph but i just keep quiet.. he keep calling me to go clementic.. than i say, i work 1 more time if i still show attitude i will leave or transfer.. when finish all manager went in i sited alone but shasha console me.. when she went in my eye start turn red, i walk around beat de wall and shout.. than 10mins later i went in take my bag, other saw me like crying.. than i faster walk off.. and say nothing.. when i walk in to toilet saw hanie she want to accompany me cos she scare i do foolish thing.. so we sited at a quiet place and i drank.. than i call her to call other but say u are in trouble than eliza very fast jiu come out le.. than 1 by 1 came.. gera, zi yu also came.. than heard mag cry but not sure wat happen..?? "zi yu broke up with her guy.. eliza also cry cos remember her ex".. i recently quite close with zi yu, so we talk.. tommy and sze also think my attitude change alot.. maybe i easily bomb.. i dont know why so many people like him..?? quite alot of people know i quarrel with managers.. than at night i send a forward message call them to take care theirselve.. than we sit till 3 plus than go home.. i dont know wat have happen to mE..???

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Sunday, December 10, 2006
4:02 AM

today 10/12/06- wake up early to orchard with about 6 person. to repair watch and buy bikini but didnt wear it.. so ma lu.. cost me $30 plus. than we saw Andy. than we head back to jp meet up other. than Iris siao siao de.. keep using her head to bang my head till i headaches.. when we reach jp, i accompany li sze to her house to take her bag. we 2 plus move on. than i see how btp staff work. they work till like very worst. ok dont care so much today suppose to be relax and have fun. so we have about 40 plus of people attend this event.. heard that manager fork out $600plus.. to organise this event. we in our bus having lunch MacDonald. but zi yu went with redzuan by bike. we reach about 2plus, than saw the committees.. they really fully prepare.. than we start playing volleyball, but slow to catch de ball than roll to de canal.. than is poy when down to take it back.. very scary.. we start to divide into group 3 group.. i in de beachball team..!! our cheer is Michelle think de actually.. than we start having game like treasure hunt and sea games.. very difficult sia de treasure hunt.. when in de seas we play girl fight but must piggyback someone. very fun dont feel like going off or miss this day.. i still bare foot walking around.. at night we have bbq.. yum yum.. but only bee hoon to eat first those help to bbq de very slow and not enough to eat.. after i finish eating i went to another side bbq chicken wings and satay.. i eat and bbq de same time.. hahhah.. so busy.. than i keep saying myself are a qualify cook.. cos my fish ball like old chang kee my satay also not bad.. got people praise de.. than 9plus cuting cake.. but i didnt get a piece so sad.. 4 person birthday fall on dec.. before this got some guys lost de volleyball than didnt get back.. so angry.. ah gong came down than i didnt talk to him much.. than i also a part-time photographer. than 10 plus went in to sea again.. play and play dont wish this day will go off.. while soaking in de sea suddenly 4to5 girls chase poy and redzuan they trying to pull their short down.. so crazy.. than i keep playing in de water with zyzy.. at night de wave very strong.. till our pocket are fill with sand.. we play till very siao like to pull people down de water.. hahhah.. sorry if hurt u.. than we drank and chat.. 11plus we went to bath.. than all take out their clothes sia but not all.. very pai seh.. i didnt do that.. we 1plus went to eat roti prata at jalan kayu.. is joy de mother came to long bang us de.. tHanks.. today really have alot of fun.. really thanks thanks alot.. special thanks to shasha,yin hui,joy,Felicia.. u all really do a very wonderful event today that will not forget.. remember in my heart and sole..:)

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